Jesus IS Able

Jesus is able to do whatever He wants and do it however He wants.  What do I mean?  I was reading this morning in John Chapter 5 about the invalid at the pool of Bethesda.  Jesus asks him, “Do you want to get well?”  The man answers “Sir, I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred.  While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”  The man never says “yes I want to be made well.”  He gives a reason why he can’t get well.  This man appears to have no faith, and yet Jesus healed him anyways.  John 5:8 “Then Jesus said to him, “Get up!  Pick up your mat and walk.”  At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked.”  This man did absolutely nothing on his part, and it was ALL Jesus.  It made me think of the season in my life when I was very sick, for a long period of time, and nothing I did made any difference in my getting well.  I prayed a lot, fasted, had lots of faith, had no faith, and at times wanted to give up.  I had well-meaning people ask me questions such as “are you praying hard enough?”  “Maybe you just don’t have enough faith.”  “Have you fasted?”  And even something to the effect that maybe I wasn’t asking “right” or using the right words, or……  You get the picture.

There is also a scripture that says that Jesus knows what we need before we even utter a word.  Matthew 6:7-9 “And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words.  Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.”  How amazing is this?  That it is not dependent on me, or how I word it, or whether I have small faith, big faith, or doubt, or fear or whatever the excuse may be.  There is another scripture when Jesus is healing a man’s son, and the man says “help me not to doubt.”  Jesus KNOWS us.  He knows our shortcomings, our failings, our insecurities, our fears, and yet He still loves us, and wants a relationship with us!  How amazing is this?  He knows everything about us, and He STILL loves us.  He knows it all.  He also paid the ultimate price with His life to ensure we could have that relationship with Him.  That act alone shows me how much He loves me (and YOU)!  This is good news friends.  Without Him we cannot please Him.  We fall short — very short.  We all sin.  Without Him we are condemned. With Him we are made new, whole, righteous.


I’m Disappointed


I am hugely disappointed in the church as a whole.  Not in any particular church, but as a whole.  Why?  I’ll get to that in a minute.  Even before coming into a relationship with Jesus Christ I have never been for abortion.  I used to say that while I wouldn’t get one for myself, I wouldn’t tell someone else what they could or should do.  Therefore, years ago I used to consider myself pro-choice.  After coming into a relationship with Christ at the age of 33, my thoughts on this changed.  He changed me and my mind.  No person changed that in me.  2 Cor. 5:17 says “Therefore if anyone is in Christ, [a]he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come.”  Christ truly came into me and made so many changes in me.  I suddenly cared about the things HE cared about.  I mourned the things that HE mourned.  I desired to live a life according to HIS word.  I couldn’t have done that on my own.

A few years back, a former abortion doctor put out several videos showing exactly what happens during abortions.  His name is Dr. Anthony Levatino.  The videos are educational and do not show actual abortions, but they are animations so you can see exactly what happens.  Honestly, I was horrified at what I was seeing.   He says that he used to perform abortions up until the Lord showed him that this was someone’s son or daughter that he had just killed.  He stopped after that and has been a champion for the unborn since.  I highly recommend that you watch those videos.

I remember talking to the Lord about these and what could I do as one person?  About three years ago, a friend and I began reading the Word of God out loud over our community every week.  Where we used to read, there used to be a drug house across the street.  We began to watch that area transform!  This drug house had been entrenched in the community for 10 years, and nobody had ever been able to get them out of there.  After reading the Word over that area for several weeks, several things happened — first a drive by shooting, then a fire broke out in the house, and then the home was suddenly vacant!  I KNEW it was the Lord that had done a work.  In Hebrews 4:12 it says “For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”  It also says in the Word that God’s word does not come back void!  God accomplished what HE wanted through just our reading the Word, and praying over our community.

I began to think that if this was possible outside a drug house, what about going outside of an abortion clinic and doing the same?  What would God accomplish by reading the Word outside an abortion clinic?  I wanted to get connected to other people who were doing this already so I didn’t have to reinvent the wheel (so to speak), and was praying a bit here and there as to what this would all look like.  Then one day I was in Goodwill perusing the books (I love books), and came across Abby Johnson’s book titled “Unplanned”.  I remember hearing about Abby before and thought I would enjoy her book.  Abby is a former director at Planned Parenthood, who ended up leaving after the Lord showed her that this was a baby in a woman’s womb, running away from the instrument that was trying to kill it and suck it out of it’s mother’s womb.  She watched as the abortionist poked this unborn baby, and then watched the baby crumple and be sucked into the vacuum.  Abby was horrified when she realized what she had been apart of.  She ran out of there, and over to the group who had been outside praying at her facility for the last seven years.  It was the group from the 40 Days for Life!

They welcomed her in, prayed with her, offered her comfort and help.  Abby now is on the side for life!  Abby has also started her own ministry titled “And Then There Were None”.  Planned Parenthood came after Abby and sued her when she left her job.  She started this ministry to help men and women once they come out of the abortion industry, to find new jobs, help them financially, get them counseling.  It is an amazing ministry that God is doing through her.

Well, needless to say, after I read her book, I HAD to find this group.  I loved their mission of peacefully praying outside of clinics and offering women other choices besides abortion.  It just so happened that at the time I began searching, the 40 Day For Life Campaign had just started their Spring 2017 campaign!  I immediately signed up and connected with a wonderful woman.  I began praying that the Lord would bring people into my life that are already doing this — and He has brought so many amazing people into my life that have been doing this for years, have resources and counseling, and options available to provide to women and men.

Was I scared?  You bet I was!  The thoughts that ran through my head were “what if someone I know sees me?”  “People are going to think I’m crazy.”  And so many other things — believe me, I was scared.  I felt and feel unprepared nearly every time I go out on the street, but each time I go I ask numerous friends of mine to be praying for me and I spend time with the Lord to ask for His help while I’m out there.  I ended up getting connected with Sidewalk Advocates for Life and they offered training videos and help, resources, etc. so I could learn from other people.  The Lord also connected me with a man who has been doing this type of ministry for 20 years out on the street, and he has been a huge help to me as well.

So why am I disappointed in the church?  They are afraid.  They are afraid to talk to their congregation about the issue of abortion, and all that that entails.  Proverbs 29:25 “The fear of man is a dangerous snare, but to trust in the Lord means safety.”  The majority of the people I run into on the streets are Catholics and not Protestants (as they call me).  As the church, this should be something near and dear to our hearts.  We should tell women there is healing and forgiveness through Jesus Christ if they have had an abortion.  Did you know that 40% of abortions are done by women who are currently attending a church?  Did you know that these women said that not one person in their church helped them make the decision, or tried to offer them other alternatives?  This GRIEVES me greatly.  Oh the pain that women go through after they have had an abortion.  So many, many women regret having had an abortion.  It brings tears to my heart and my eyes and makes my guts hurt in grief for all of those women.

Proverbs 31:8-9 “Open your mouth for the mute, for the rights of all who are destitute. Open your mouth, judge righteously, defend the rights of the poor and needy.”  As Believers in Jesus Christ we are to stand up and defend these little babies who cannot defend themselves!  I simply cannot believe how many churches don’t put this information out there about the 40 Days for Life Campaign.  They don’t have to sponsor it, but how about put the information out there and let each person decide whether they want to do it or not?  I had no idea that this was even a “thing” until the Lord put it in front of my face.  Proverbs 24:11-12 “Rescue those who are being taken away to death; hold back those who are stumbling to the slaughter. If you say, “Behold, we did not know this,” does not he who weighs the heart perceive it? Does not he who keeps watch over your soul know it, and will he not repay man according to his work?”

I’m only one person, but I’m trying to tell as many people as I can about the 40 Days for Life Campaign.  With the number of churches out there, we should have no difficulty filling up the 12 hour prayer slots, but we do.  Please, please, please share this information and get this information to your congregation so that we can all pray together for an end to abortion in our land.   2 Chronicles 7:14 “if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.”  Please join me.

It’s Been Awhile

It has been awhile since I’ve written.  Why?  I guess I haven’t felt inspired, like I had anything to offer, anything good to say.  Honestly for many months last year things were really good, so good that I was busy doing so much.  It was great.  Then on Christmas Day I got exposed to the flu, and it’s been one thing after another since that time.  It has been very frustrating to say the least.

At the end of June I went to a conference put on by Priscilla Shirer, and she had asked us all if we had a prayer request to send it forward.  She said that they would pray over all of them the following day.  So I again asked for healing from the CFS/ME and Fibromyalgia.  Twelve years I had endured that illness.  The night I got home from the conference I was awoken at about 1 am.  My whole body was buzzing and tinging — like nothing I had ever felt before.  I felt so good for the first time in years!  The thought that came to my mind was that the Lord was healing me, so I began praising Him and thanking Him for whatever it was He was doing.

I awoke again about 3 am and my body was still buzzing and tingling — still amazing and like nothing I have ever experienced in my life.  I then heard the Lord speak to my heart “I AM healing you through your blood.”  I was so excited and blown away – and continued to praise and thank Him!!  I didn’t want that feeling to ever end.

It was shortly after that night that I gradually began to get better!  Day by day, I was able to do more and more.  I was so excited!  I had started doing things that I’d never been able to do before.  It was the best six months that I’d had in a long time.

I want to get back to that again.  I don’t know what the setback is, but I know I will overcome through the blood of Jesus Christ.  I am an over-comer!  HE says that I am and I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ.   I don’t know why this latest “attack” has been happening, but I will still praise Him.

Psalms 30 ”

I will exalt you, Lord,
    for you lifted me out of the depths
    and did not let my enemies gloat over me.
Lord my God, I called to you for help,
    and you healed me.
You, Lord, brought me up from the realm of the dead;
    you spared me from going down to the pit.

Sing the praises of the Lord, you his faithful people;
    praise his holy name.
For his anger lasts only a moment,
    but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
    but rejoicing comes in the morning.

When I felt secure, I said,
    “I will never be shaken.”
Lord, when you favored me,
    you made my royal mountain[c] stand firm;
but when you hid your face,
    I was dismayed.

To you, Lord, I called;
    to the Lord I cried for mercy:
“What is gained if I am silenced,
    if I go down to the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
    Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
10 Hear, Lord, and be merciful to me;
    Lord, be my help.”

11 You turned my wailing into dancing;
    you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
12 that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
    Lord my God, I will praise you forever.

Living Within Your Means


Phillipians 4:12 “I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.”

When I was first divorced I had over $20,000 in unsecured credit card debt.  I didn’t qualify to file for bankruptcy.  I didn’t know how I was going to do it.  I had never lived within my means.  It was so easy  to use credit cards because I got instant gratification for things I wanted.

I had to learn.  Learn to live within my means.  I had to dig myself out of this debt hole that I had made for myself.

First things first.  I knew I had $XX amount of money that I made each month.  Rent should always be paid first.  You have no place to live?  The other bills don’t matter.  Power bill came next.  Water, sewer and garbage next.  The basic necessities.  Phone? Cell phone?  Cable?  All luxuries.  I got the very basic cell phone and basic phone plan.  With cable I was able to find the absolute cheapest plan at $12 per month.  Sure it didn’t have much, but it was better than nothing.  Next was food and supplies.  Everything beyond that was a non-necessity.

I quit going out to eat.  I quit getting my hair cut and colored.  No more manicures or pedicures.  These were all things that I began doing myself.  If you have no money, these are things that you should not be doing.  If you don’t have money to pay rent, you DO NOT get your nails done, hair done, go out to eat, etc.  You don’t have money to pay for food — then you don’t go to the movies, get your nails done, eat out, etc.  These are not necessities.

My clothes were “hand-me-downs” from friends.  At one point I was in need of work clothes.  I did not tell anyone that I needed clothes.  I just prayed and asked God for His provision.  I left it in His hands.  Within about two days I had a friend contact me and tell me that she had cleaned out her closet.  She wanted to know if I needed any work clothes!  Again, I did not tell anyone I had prayed this.  This was ALL God!

When I would go grocery shopping I would take a calculator and only purchase what I could afford.  I always left a little extra in my checking account so that I didn’t go all the way down to zero.  I used coupons.  I bought only things on sale.  I made a point of NOT telling others when I “needed” or “wanted” things because I didn’t want them to feel compelled to buy it for me.

Once I had a friend tell me she was praying that God would give her an espresso machine.  She said this to enough people, and voila, “God” got her an espresso machine.  No, God did not buy her that machine — she manipulated enough people with her “prayer” that they felt compelled (manipulated) to buy it for her.  She did this with a computer she wanted.  She “prayed” that “God” would give her a computer, and she told enough people about her “prayer” and someone bought it for her.  That disgusted me.   Sure, I could have done exactly what she did, but did I really want to get “things” that way?  No way!

I had noticed that other people who were struggling would often tell me and others that they didn’t have money for medicine, food, rent, etc., but yet their hair was perfectly in place, had their nails done, were getting tattoos, and were wearing the nicest clothes.  These people were always “fishing”.  I didn’t want to be that kind of person.  I was nobody else’s responsibility but my own.  My daughter was nobody else’s responsibility but my own.

It wasn’t easy.  I began to keep track of every little dime that I spent, and found where I could make changes.  Every bit of extra money that I got did not go to splurges or treats, it went to pay off my bills.  If I got a bonus, it got put onto my bills.  No it wasn’t “fun”, but once I got those bills paid off it was a HUGE relief!   Sure it was frustrating to tell people that I couldn’t go out to eat, or to the movies, or (fill in the blank), but I had to live within my means — not live in the means that I wanted to in order to impress or please others.  Heb. 13:5 “Make sure that your character is free from the love of money, being content with what you have; for He Himself has said, “I WILL NEVER DESERT YOU, NOR WILL I EVER FORSAKE YOU.”

Once I got out of debt, I made a vow that I would never get into that kind of debt again.  There have been times that I have had to borrow money through a credit card to start a business or buy a car, but I did the same thing as I have done in the past — work towards paying off that debt so that I am not a slave to it.   Prov. 22:7 “The rich rule over the poor, and the borrower is slave to the lender.”

I am thankful to the Lord that He gave me the ability to dig myself out of the hole I was in, and for where He has put me today.   I always hope that I can share the knowledge that the Lord has given me, so that others do not have to go through what I went through.

“You Will Know Them by Their Fruit”

Matt. 7:15-17 “Beware of the false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly are ravenous wolves. 16“You will know them by their fruits. Grapes are not gathered from thorn bushes nor figs from thistles, are they? 17“So every good tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears bad fruit.”

Definition of “good fruit“:  Galatians 5:22-23 “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.”

Good fruit
Good Fruit

Gal. 5:17-18 “For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want.  But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.”

Definition of “bad fruit”:  Gal. 5:19-21 “The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.”

Bad fruit
Bad Fruit

As you can see from the pictures, a tree that is free of fungus (sin) bears good fruit.  A tree that has fungus (sin) bears bad fruit.  When I first came to the Lord, He gave me a dream in which He showed me three trees that were full of fungus.  Due to the fungus these trees were unable to produce any fruit.  I was instructed to remove the fungus from the trees, and put them into garbage bags to be burned.  I was told that once the fungus was removed that the following year, the trees would then produce good fruit!  Thank you Lord!

I then began a process in my life through the recovery group called Celebrate Recovery.  In this process I began to recognize what my sins were, ask God for forgiveness, and not allow them back into my life.  I was in the process of removing the fungus (sin) from my life.  I did this process for about three years in Celebrate Recovery.  This was one of the best things that I ever did for myself.  Through that process I learned so much about myself, and about the Lord.  I learned how selfish and self centered I had been.  I learned how unforgiving I had been.  How full of sin I was and how much I needed Jesus.

Taking that long look in the mirror was a hard pill to swallow.  I was so ashamed of how I had treated people — and if you’re one of those people who thinks “I don’t sin” or “I have no sin” or “I treat people really good”, please really ask yourself honestly what the truth of these are.

We ALL sin and we ALL fall short of the glory of God, but Jesus is faithful and just to forgive us our sins if we confess them to Him, He says that He will then cleanse us from all unrighteousness!  That is GREAT news.  Sin is fungus in our lives.

I am a continual work in progress and I am so thankful to the Lord for His mercies that are new every day, and I am thankful for the relationship I have with Him today.

A Cause for Pause

surrenderA big pet peeve of mine is when people say, “God will not give you more than you can handle.” FALSE! Nowhere in the Bible does it say this. Believe me, I’ve looked.

When we go through trials, people want to say things to comfort you (understandable), and I’ve heard this many times “God will not give you more than you can handle.”  What has happened is that people have taken a scripture that is similar to this statement, and twisted it. The actual scripture is: 1 Cor. 10:13 “No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.”

And when people say “God must think I’m a bad(***)” because of all they are going through. No, God doesn’t think like that of us.  If we are strong, it is only because He has given us strength.

In 2 Corinthians Paul talks about his thorn in the flesh.  Three times he asked God to remove it.  Paul explains his thorn in 2 Cor. 12:7-8, and why God has not removed it:  “To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.  Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.  But He [Jesus] said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.”  Paul continues “Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.  That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.  For when I am weak, then I am strong.”

When we go through hard times and we make it through them, it is only because of the Lord that we have made it through them.  We can do nothing apart from Him.  John 15:5, Jesus says “I am the Vine, you are the branches.  He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.”

Be careful about taking credit for things the Lord has done.  There are several examples of that in the Bible.  One memorable one is the story of King Nebuchadnezzar in the book of Daniel, or King Herod in Acts chapter 12.  This should cause anyone to pause.

In all things, give God glory.  He is the reason for our breath.  He is the reason we are alive.  He is the reason for all that we are and do.  To God be the glory, Amen.

What’s Best For Us?


We raise cows.  We usually get them at about 3 days old.  This gives them a chance to get the good colostrum from their mother.  We then bring them home and continue to bottle feed them until they are old enough to eat grain and hay.

When the babies first come to us they don’t really know how to drink from a bottle so the first few days are quite challenging.  Recently we got a bull calf, and he literally ran all around the pen away from us because he didn’t realize we were there to help him and feed him.  He was scared.  If he won’t willingly eat we then would have to tube feed him so that he didn’t get dehydrated and malnourished.  They HAVE to eat.

The first month seems to be the hardest time for the baby calf.  They are taken from their mamas, put into an unfamiliar place, and now have to adjust to life without their mamas.  I don’t necessarily like it, but it is how it is done if we want dairy products in our stores.

So back to feeding this new bull calf:  He didn’t understand that we were trying to help him, so he was running from us.  We finally got him pinned and put the nipple into his mouth.  I squirted a few drops into his mouth so that he could taste that we were trying to feed him.  It took him a few minutes, but when he realized that it was food he began to nurse on the bottle.

My point is that he thought we were trying to harm him when the reality was we were trying to help him, feed him, nourish him, keep him from dying, but he didn’t know this.  Once he gave us a chance he realized that we were good and not something to be feared.  Now he comes running when it’s time to eat, and knows that what is coming is good and good for him!

This scenario made me think about people who don’t know Jesus Christ.  They think that we Christians are trying to hurt them or shove something down their throat that isn’t good, when that couldn’t be farther from the truth!   Psalms 34:8 “Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.”

Is There a Brain?

I didn’t always believe in God.  I grew up in church, I knew my prayers were sometimes answered, but I wanted to do my own thing.  I wanted to sin and do it my way.  So I get that.  I used to make fun of people who were Christians, and called them crazy.  So now today, nearly 11 years after giving my life to Jesus Christ, I wonder why people don’t believe He exists.  The evidence of God is all around us.  The way the human body works so intrinsically together so that we don’t implode and die.  The way the atmosphere around us doesn’t instantaneously kill us upon breathing in.  How is it that the air is made so perfectly that we can breathe it in, and it nourishes us and keeps us alive?  How is it that we can drink water and it hydrates us so perfectly?  How is it that the food created on this earth is so perfectly designed that we can ingest it, digest it, and then eliminate it so perfectly?  How is it that the earth hangs in the air and doesn’t just fly through space uninhibited?  How is it that we aren’t burnt to a crisp by the sun, and that the sun is the perfect distance away from us that we don’t burn up nor do we freeze?  Job 26:7 “He spreads out the northern skies over empty space; He suspends the earth over nothing.”  How is that??

Just because someone says that God doesn’t exist doesn’t make it so.  There are many people walking around that sometimes I wonder if they have a brain.  I mean, I can’t see their brain, so they must not have one, right?  However, the evidence is there that they do indeed have a brain.  They are walking, they are talking, they are blinking their eyes, they are breathing.  There is clear evidence that this person does indeed have a brain, but I can’t see it.  I simply have faith that they do have a brain.

Yes, over the years people have done MRI’s to prove that the brain does exist in some people, but not all people have had an MRI to prove they in fact DO have a brain.  So do they?  Or don’t they?




In January 2015 I wrote a post titled “Embrace”, and it was about not bracing for what God’s will was for my life but embracing what God’s will was for my life.  I laugh now.  This year has been a hard one so far.  On February 9, 2015, I came down with an awful bacteria called camfylobacteria.  I won’t give you the gory details, but let’s just say I ended up in the ER severely dehydrated and in immense pain.  That took me several weeks to get over.   Before I was healed of that, I came down with a severe sinus infection.  This in turn triggered another type of infection, yet another infection, and then another bodily issue.  I was miserable!  Of course, all of these things triggered my ME/CFS or as it has been renamed to Systemic Intolerance Exertion Disease (SIED).

I pray each and every day the Lord’s prayer, and do pray for His will to be done in my life.  So if I’m praying His will to be done in my life, then why are all these bad things happening.  I don’t know to be honest.  What I do know, however, is that I have grown much closer to the Lord through all of this.  It has driven me further into His arms, and further into His Word.  So for that, I’m thankful.

Jesus warned us that we would have troubles in this life, but to take heart because He has overcome the world.  Our life with Jesus is not like Joel Osteen tells us (Your best life now) — that is a lie straight from the pit of hell.  Why?  Because it causes people to become false converts of Christs.  What??  I know, harsh, but truth.  If we come to Christ only for what He can do for us, and then bad things happen, then those people will fall away.  Bad things will happen in our lives.  If you read the Bible at all, you will see that all of the disciples went through major trials and tribulations.  Look at the Apostle Paul.  He was shipwrecked, beaten, and finally beheaded.  But you know what?  I think that the Apostle Paul would say that that was his best life now.  He had eternal salvation in Jesus Christ.

When we come to Christ, we are to repent and turn away from our sins.  Not go into the relationship with Christ expecting Him to make all our dreams come true like a genie in a bottle.  Jesus is so much more than that!  If we go into the relationship expecting Jesus to make this our best life now, we are going to be seriously disappointed.  We are to look heavenward, and we are not to love the things of this world.

Why Do Christians Refuse to Deny Jesus, and Choose Death Instead?


Think about the person you love most in the world. Now, imagine that someone comes to you and tells you that you have to deny this person ever existed, have nothing to do with them ever again, and you have to hate them or you will be killed. What would you do? Would you choose death over denying the one person you love most in the world?

I portray this as an example of why Christians all over the world refuse to deny Jesus as their Savior and instead get killed. It’s because Jesus IS real!! Why would anyone choose death over Someone Who does not exist. It is because He has revealed Himself to them, and they KNOW He is Who He says He is. “If you seek Him, you will find Him.”  Jer. 29:13 “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”  Rev. 3:20 “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with Me.”

This is the reason why Christians all over the world are dying, because they love Jesus and refuse to deny Him and follow the Islamic faith.  Some people might say “why would a God, who is supposed to be so loving, allow this?”  When God created the world, He gave us free will.  That free will subjects us to the free will of others, both good and bad.  If God hadn’t created the world the way He did with free will, then we would just all be a bunch of puppets and there would be no love.  Puppets don’t love; they can’t love.  Puppets do what their puppet master tells them to do.  God didn’t want a bunch of puppets.  He wanted real relationships with us.  He wanted us to choose to love Him.  Many choose not to love Him.

To those whom have sought Him and He has revealed Himself to they DO love Him — more than anything.  Once you have experienced the Love of God, you seriously can no longer deny Him.  You wouldn’t want to!  God’s love is SO amazing, so powerful, so wonderful!  It’s like no other love you will ever experience from any human being, ever.  Everyone has heard the scripture over and over again, but I hope you “hear” it:  John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His One and Only Son, that whosoever would believe in Him, would not perish, but have everlasting life.”

Before I came to know Christ in the way I know Him today, I used to think that Christians were CRAZY!  I was wrong!  I was SO wrong!  I asked God to reveal Himself to me.  I sought Him out.  When He revealed Himself to me I no longer could deny Him — He is as real to me as my husband is.  Why would I choose something like this that I KNOW people will think I’m crazy, and even call me crazy?  Why would I choose this?  Could I possibly be right?  I’ll answer that for you — YES, I am right!  I used to mock Christians, make fun of them, call them crazy, avoid them, roll my eyes at them — and now here I am, completely proven wrong.  I was wrong.

I challenge you:  if you have happened upon this, it is not by chance, it is a divine appointment made by Jesus Christ Himself.  This is writing inspired by Him.  You coming here is no accident.  Therefore, I challenge you to seek Him, look for Him, read the Bible, and ask Jesus “if you really are real and You are who you say you are, please show me.”  Don’t give up.  I guarantee you, you will find Him if you are truly seeking Him!  And not only will you have everlasting life with Him for all eternity, but you will have found the most amazing and fulfilling relationship you will ever have in your lifetime here on earth.

Please choose to answer His knock at the door of your heart today.