It’s Been Awhile

It has been awhile since I’ve written.  Why?  I guess I haven’t felt inspired, like I had anything to offer, anything good to say.  Honestly for many months last year things were really good, so good that I was busy doing so much.  It was great.  Then on Christmas Day I got exposed to the flu, and it’s been one thing after another since that time.  It has been very frustrating to say the least.

At the end of June I went to a conference put on by Priscilla Shirer, and she had asked us all if we had a prayer request to send it forward.  She said that they would pray over all of them the following day.  So I again asked for healing from the CFS/ME and Fibromyalgia.  Twelve years I had endured that illness.  The night I got home from the conference I was awoken at about 1 am.  My whole body was buzzing and tinging — like nothing I had ever felt before.  I felt so good for the first time in years!  The thought that came to my mind was that the Lord was healing me, so I began praising Him and thanking Him for whatever it was He was doing.

I awoke again about 3 am and my body was still buzzing and tingling — still amazing and like nothing I have ever experienced in my life.  I then heard the Lord speak to my heart “I AM healing you through your blood.”  I was so excited and blown away – and continued to praise and thank Him!!  I didn’t want that feeling to ever end.

It was shortly after that night that I gradually began to get better!  Day by day, I was able to do more and more.  I was so excited!  I had started doing things that I’d never been able to do before.  It was the best six months that I’d had in a long time.

I want to get back to that again.  I don’t know what the setback is, but I know I will overcome through the blood of Jesus Christ.  I am an over-comer!  HE says that I am and I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ.   I don’t know why this latest “attack” has been happening, but I will still praise Him.

Psalms 30 ”

I will exalt you, Lord,
    for you lifted me out of the depths
    and did not let my enemies gloat over me.
Lord my God, I called to you for help,
    and you healed me.
You, Lord, brought me up from the realm of the dead;
    you spared me from going down to the pit.

Sing the praises of the Lord, you his faithful people;
    praise his holy name.
For his anger lasts only a moment,
    but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
    but rejoicing comes in the morning.

When I felt secure, I said,
    “I will never be shaken.”
Lord, when you favored me,
    you made my royal mountain[c] stand firm;
but when you hid your face,
    I was dismayed.

To you, Lord, I called;
    to the Lord I cried for mercy:
“What is gained if I am silenced,
    if I go down to the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
    Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
10 Hear, Lord, and be merciful to me;
    Lord, be my help.”

11 You turned my wailing into dancing;
    you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
12 that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
    Lord my God, I will praise you forever.